❤ Saturday, March 18, 2006 ❤
Wat is love? Does love reli last forever? But y are relationship sweet in the beginning and bitter after a long time? Izzit all my fault? Izzit my fault to have vent my anger n not forgiving u.. Looks like everytime it's my fault.. Everything i done was so wrong.. I dunoe.. I reli dunoe.. Y u cant be like other guys? How they treat their gf.. How they dote on them.. Or izzit u're sick of mi after these 3 n a half yrs? Or izzit I'm sick of u? I dunoe..I'm juz sick of the stupid attitude u always gave mi.. No time to go out, yet ur fren ask u go out see see u can go.. Say i din tell u where i wanna go.. I told u n u hack care.. Wat is this.. Is this suppose to be my fault? I asked u wanna go swim, u say dowan.. I asked u wanna go ktv, u go ask other ppl go out see car.. Then when i got angry u ask mi go ktv wif ur aunt.. Ur aunt again! I'm reli sick of them.. I cant be myself when i'm out wif them,ur family.. I have forgotten the last time we stroll along orchard road, with our arms around each other.. I've forgotten the last time i spent my time dolling up n dressing up to go out wif u.. I've forgotten the last time we lied on each other's shoulder,chatting happily on the train.. And even the last time we watch movie with no one except us.. Is this the love that will be after a few yrs? I dowan it.. I reli hate it now.. I hate everything.. I've to giv in to u everytime..I go to ur hse every week, but whenever i ask u come my hse..I never hear a yes word.. U onli come when bro is at home.. And the last time is...dunoe how long ago.. Y have we become like this.. Is this a signal tht shows us its time to end this relationship???
❤ FION ❤
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